Although lately I've only been laughing to keep myself from crying because nothing has been funny. (that was deep, I know.) But I'm slowly getting back to my fabulous ways :)
A month and 11 days. That's how long its been since my last post. WTF?! I really suck at this thing called life, but really, who's good at it? Exactly. So I'm just living it the best that I can. I mentioned in my last post that I was searching for a change in my life. Well, the following day I got just that and that's partly why I've been m.i.a. lately. You wanna know what it is? Too bad :) some things are just meant to be kept to myself. (I bet you just said to yourself, "this bitch") And I have deactivated my facebook account for the time being...and now that I think about it, unless my friends bookmarked my blog, they have no way of accessing it. Hmm. Sweet, so until i reactivate my fb which has this link on it, I'm just talking to myself. Eh, I'm okay with that. There were just some people that I needed to get away from. I didn't want to delete anyone because lets be honest, when my head clears again and I'm back to my fabulous ways, you know I'm gonna want to go back to stalking them and I'm not gonna look like a fool and re-add them as a friend, that's just embarrassing. (not really, but you know what I mean. Hopefully.) And I just feel like hiding from the world for right now as I ponder life and all my future endeavors. I also felt like my fb posts were getting really negative and I don't want to be the Negative Nelly that rains on everyone's parade, because I don't like others that do that to me. I know my posts have kinda been negative nelly's too, but so what, this is my place to rant on life and if you don't like it, don't read it :) So all in all, this is a positive step in the right direction in the Life of Coat.
Speaking of positive steps, please tell me WHY I like to torture myself so much. I'm ridiculous. No, I don't care to explain.
OH! and how bout those Giants!!!! I'm not a baseball fan, er, wasn't a baseball fan in the least until the playoffs when the Giants played the Phillies. I felt it was my obligation to watch the games seeing as how the local team was going so far, and I like to know what everyone was talking about on facebook. Who knew I'd be so into it! I'm amazed at the plethora of baseball knowledge I have obtained in the past 2 weeks. I'm surprising even myself. I never realized there were so many pretty boys in baseball! Pshh, where the hell have I been?! Living under a rock. Clearly. And you all know I like to look at pretty things :) I must admit, I have developed a little crush on Tim Lincecum. Random? Absolutely. His hair grosses me out (if you know me, you know I really hate long hair, I prefer the clean cut look), and he's not that cute, but whatevs, a crush nonetheless :) And I can't leave out Jonathan Sanchez and my bf in the outfield Andres Torres. Love. I picked up some other favorites along the way too, CJ Wilson from the rangers- aye dios mio!! That one is by far the hottest of them all! And Chase Utley from the Phillies. I was sad to see them go, but I quickly got over it. Although seeing all the pretties on the Rangers and in the stands did give me positive feedback on what I might encounter if I move there. I ain't mad.
I do have more to talk about, but I'm thinking I should probably get back to work :) So until next time, I'm anxiously awaiting the arrival of the little nugget. Kisses xoxo
